May 13, 2014
Thirteen

Passing by
yo ur croo ked lines and
blo ated heads of sand
Watch the sho re surely arrive
and blo t the wo rks o f man

March 8, 2014
Quiet

Limp at the thought
Of her limbs being caught
In a trap of her words
She keeps quiet
While lost in a world
Of scurried voices
Talking of overconfident ploys
Boasting about tomorrow
Their roads: too hard to follow
I want to chose my own,
Lose my mind, and think of something beautiful
Pure and tranquil as a thousand waterfalls
Scatter light and meet the eye
Blend, ascend, and fall again
Self-assured of doubt within
I should keep quiet

March 4, 2014
Paper Airplane

Endless winding of a potholed road
An abandoned building
Torn-up homes
A child plays with a paper airplane
Falls to the ground
I’m moving sixty miles per hour
Through space alone
And I might have only a few minutes
Before you leave me for good
I pass through the stop sign
That’s lying in the grass
I park in the driveway
Keys still in the car
I throw open the door
You’re lying on the kitchen floor
Unresponsive
I fall to my knees and count to thirty
And kiss you two last times
Before a man taps me on the shoulder
And says, “We’ll take it from here”

February 16, 2014
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February 1, 2014
No More

I’m intimately in love with all the dark moments in my life
The sadness, disappointment, anger and frustration
The dark nights facing a wall alone
The feeling of being completely unknown
Yet through it all, this I now know
These moments have passed and are no more

January 28, 2014
Asleep

It has me tripping, repeat
Moving forward on my knees
I’m lost for forty days and nights
With stars erased from the black sky
I must have fallen asleep
I tred through waters, unknown lands
Savage for water, weary of hands
I’ve never felt so weak
I must have fallen asleep
I must have fallen asleep

January 22, 2014
Waste

I’ll spit you out
I got you between my teeth
And it’s all decaying
I’ll hold you down
And swallow any ounce of shame
I may be feeling
I’ll suit you up
You need to learn a lesson or two
Here’s what I think of you:
You’re so vain
You’re so plain
You’re already over
A waste

January 22, 2014
Puzzle

I hear the sound of blood drop from a lead-packed head
I felt overwhelmed until I impacted
The world still spins around me, but in a different form
My dreams surreal, surround me unlike times before
I fall asleep in puzzles and never awake the same
The pieces don’t fit together, I’ll never see my face
You’ll keep me here until you accept that I exist
Until then I travel the path of most resistance 

January 16, 2014
Where Will You Go?

A steady flow in your heart and soul
Wherever you go, it finds you
A permanent glow suddenly binds you
Tears you apart and leaves you alone
A passion so real it becomes your life
You’re dying to feel when numbness surrounds you
Not willing to heal or listen to voices around you
Destined to fall and stay down
Where will you go?
When you have no one beside you?
Where will you go?
When you have no one inside you?
What will you do?

January 12, 2014
Sunrise

Tonight
I walk along all the street lights
In search of anyone
Car lights
Brighten up my face when they pass by
But I won’t see your car again
It’s a crutch in life
But I can’t seem to get by without
I’m attached to your love
My heart’s a frozen cemetery
I can’t bring them back to life
I’m afraid I’ll sleep among the dead tonight
So, tonight
The stars will clear from the sky
And out from under comes the sun
Out from under comes to sun

January 10, 2014

“Some tourists think Amsterdam is a city of sin, but in truth it is a city of freedom. And in freedom, most people find sin.”- The Fault in Our Stars.

(Source: troublefindsme, via fishingboatproceeds)

January 9, 2014
Smile

Her smile makes me
Believe in “maybe”
Perhaps, not “happy ever after”
I think that’s crazy
But at the moment
She’s caught my eye
And I’ve lost sight of time

January 2, 2014
For Elise

The sun, suspended amid clear skies
My love, the purest cloud I’ve ever seen
Drifts between two sets of seats
Then meets the other ‘incomplete’
He takes her hand and on the ring
Though my heart aches to see
My eyes are wide open, or so it seems
Who are these people to honor this king?
They run down, arm in arm
Then they leave in a limousine
Still I cannot help but think,
“To dance with you once more”
These thoughts but ill-conceived
Now all that’s left is me
To wrestle these feelings
Of unrequited taste
So exquisite but for no eye to see
Except the king and only he
Not even my nightmares would dare display
All of my dreams but deceit, decay
I want to get away
Instead I lie on Autumn’s leaves
And pierce the sky with disbelief
I watch the clouds in shapes of my own
I can’t define or claim to know
Before they wave goodbye and scatter, unseen, across clear skies

December 28, 2013
"I&#8217;m a fish now out of water." - Radiohead, Separator

"I’m a fish now out of water." - Radiohead, Separator

December 28, 2013
Loneliness

Wishing the demons would leave you alone
Waiting for someone to give up his throne
Looking for mirrors for casting of stones
Hoping the stars will lead you back home
Going in circles and getting nowhere
Self-pity; the fact that life isn’t fair
Writing it down ‘cause nobody cares

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